Endless stream of my journaling this morning… no need to respond

I’m glad to’ve known you, 

And I’m glad you knew me. 

We really fucked this thing up it seems 

But know every bit of it was real. 

I hope it was for you too. 

The highs, lows and all the in betweens. 

I forgive myself for the times I didn’t act in the way that I wanted to or should’ve of.

I forgive you for the same.

I will miss the sparkle in your eyes, 

Your lips, and your whole damn face really. 

I hope this spring reminds you of our beginning,

And you think of it fondly. 

I promise to try to do the same. 

I hope all the ways we grew each other don’t get diminished but instead serve as a stepping stone for continued growth for us. 

Tell the next one to pay me some homage, 

I’ll do the same. 

My heart is heavy, 

And it probably will be for a while. 

But we’re doing the next best thing right? 

Be well, I’ll miss you.  

I release you from the space you filled in my heart.