Find somewhere new, and mess that up too
My instinct is to hide
My instinct is to fade
To forget this life
And move away
My instinct is to run
My instinct is take flight
My time here has come
I’ve caused my share of strife
My share of destruction
My share of mess
I’ve done enough now
Leave and let it rest
Let them heal
Let them move on
Find somewhere new
And mess that up to
This seems to be the cycle
This seems to be the way
I’m hell on wheels
What can I say
My allure is deep
My suitors prove that
They all love the exterior
As long as it stays in tact
Stay in a box
Stay in a way
How they view me
God forbid I stray
From their idea
From their dream
I’ve never lived up
I’ve never been serene
I’ll always dismay
I’ll always disappoint
All of this is to say
I’m blowing this joint
My instinct is to hide
My instinct is to fade
I’ll burn into the world
Until I find where I should stay
- what now?